i'm still slacking at home.. now that the holidays has only around 3 weeks left,i wouldn't bother to find a job liaoz.. just slack my way through.. my forte nowadays.. slacking.. haha..

i find that my mum is really one lucky person.. last week,she won the movie premiere tickets for "Divergence", the Hong Kong movie with Aaron Kwok and Daniel Wu one.. (but Gallen Lo's still my idol.. heex..) so i went to watch the movie with Regina.. that show has a very "Infernal Affairs" feel to it,and i have to say that with my low IQ,i couldn't quite catch what the movie was about.. heex.. then last night when my mum came home, she told me that she won the preview tickets for "Kingdom of Heaven".. haha.. then some more the contest for "Kingdom of Heaven" is she last minute join one.. she told me that she joined the contest on the last day of application.. best liaoz.. so i'll be watching this preview with Beat.. Han Tine arh,if no one watches the movie with you,you can ask me to watch with you.. i don't mind watching movies twice.. heex.. (think: Constatine) but my mum will always joke that this kind of 'small' contests she'll always win.. but whenever it comes to those 'bigger' ones(think: 4D,toto, etc...) she'll never get the chance to win the top prize.. haha.. quite true actually.. but i wouldn't mind.. considering that even if i were to buy 4D, it'll be on a day when i feel like spending money and don't know what to spend on.. haha..

so from now until the school reopens, it's all bAoc stuff liaoz.. and i don't know what songs are we using for the performance.. later must go ask them.. heex.. and the timetable's out.. i would like to happily announce that i have no classes at all on Thursdays!!! Yeah!! heex.. can sleep longer.. haha..

the results came out yesterday.. i'm satisfied with my results.. though i really didn't expect to get what i've got for bmgt.. heex.. but still,it was good and i love it.. heex..

went down for a job interview today.. it's at tanjong pagar.. this building called apex tower.. the cimpany's name is DW Holdings.. something like that lah.. dealing with some life science products.. the company units spread over 2 or 3 levels of the building.. they did give us an orientation sort of thing, where got this guy bring us around and show us the company.. i can only say that throughout the orinetation, the thing that kept coming to my mind was 'business management'.. sian diao.. haha.. coz they have all the different units doing different things.. just like what the fantastic module has taught us about.. haha.. but i'll have to wait for their call.. coz there's a second interview that i have to go for.. heex.. hope that i'll get the job.. but if don't get also never mind lah.. heex..

ok..that's all for now.. nothing much to talk about.. heex..

Those who have known me since Sec4 won't believe this: I went down for Taekwondo yesterday. Haha.. It's like during Sec4 I've always complain about having to go for training, no time, very tired and all the blah blah excuses started coming out from me. Haha.. But now,I actually went.. Heex.. But it was quite fun yesterday. All those whom I see as kids 2 years ago are all now grown up. Feel so old siaz.. Now I know how my grandma feels whenever her auntie friends tease her about them being so old coz I'm like 18 years old in a blink of an eye. Haha..

Yesterday Pei Guang also went. Didn't expect him to really turn up yesterday, although he did told me that he might be going for yesterday's training session. As usual, got talk but not much. Thank god someone wasn't there yesterday. Really scared of his pesterings. Haha.. There were also a lot of kids there as well, many I havn't seen before. But they're cute. There's this little boy who came up to me and showed me that the coach gave him a packet of milo and potato chips. Haha.. They're really just so cute. Miss those days with the kids.. Haha.. But I'm glad that my kick still has some strength.. Haha.. At least when I kick the target, got sound come out. Haha.. Not training for like 2 years and still got sound come out not too bad liao le.. Haha.. But not as strong as last time lah, definitely..

Have to say that I really feel great about my acheivements in TKD. It's like I'm one who cannot last long in learning new things, be it skills or whatever. And I manage to last until I got a black belt before giving it up.. But throughout the process, it was really great to have made quite a lot of friends, though I have already lost contact with them. I enjoyed more of the process than the goal of eventually getting a black belt. But TKD doesn't end at a black belt. There are still many more things to learn. So, it's still considered a 'give up' for me in the end..

I've actually enjoyed yesterday's training. It really feels great to go back to where things first began. Now, I'm thinking if I should go for next Tuesday's training. But then, I have Wushu on Tuesdays. Not that I care much, but must still appear once in a while mah.. Heex.. So shall give myself a week to think about it..

Taekwondo is still my love..

Received my birthday pressies from Beat they all and S.H.E's yesterday. S.H.E got Beat to pass the present to me. They gave me an Ultraman shirt, which I really love it coz it's real cute!! Haha.. And I'm glad that this time, the shirt that they bought for me fits me coz the last time when they bought a shirt for my birthday ( think it was during Sec4) the shirt was actually small. So I'm glad that this time it fits. Heex.. But I doubt I'll wear it to school. Think everyone will just laugh at me, thinking "what's this girl doing with an Ultraman shirt?" Haha..

But still, Beat make me wore it yesterday when the 4 of us went out (the penguin family outing.. Heex..). So I appeared in an Ultraman shirt with a skirt. Luckily didn't scare GL and Char to death. Thought will scare them off with my dressing. Haha.. Hardly anyone sees me dress until liddat. Haha.. Went to have ice cream at Suntec's Swenson's. Thought for the first time, waiting for the ice cream was not bored. And it was rather fast. Or maybe I find it fast coz we were taking photos using GL's digital camera and their camera phones. Haha.. Oh yeah. They bought me a water bottle and a Tigger hp accessory, which I love it as well coz it's real cute!! Haha.. I love cute stuff. Heex.. We also went down to Bugis to take neoprint yesterday. The more I see the neoprints, the more I like it. Heex.. Though I have to agree with my mum that the one with the pink background don't really look like me. Heex.. Really enjoyed yesterday. So fun!!

Think this must have been the best birthday week that I have spent so far in my 18 years of life. Went out 3 consecutive days with Regina, then yesterday had penguin family outing, and my mum brought me and my sis to Din Tai Fung to eat the xiao long bao. Wow, it's really great!! Come Han Tine, let's go there one day. Maybe with dajie also.. Heex.. I like keep thinking about eating. Haha.. But the fried rice there also very nice worz.. Heex.. Okok, enough about the food. And I love all the presents that everyone has given me, be it the towel, the water bottle or the shirt. Coz they're just so great!! Thanks a lot,my friends.. It was really great.. Now that my birthday's over, have to think of what to buy for other's birthday. Oh shit.. I think I haven't return GL the money for Beat's pressie.. GL arh,if by the time you read this and I haven't return you the money right, give me a call or sms,k? Sorry.. Heex..

Alright pals!! I've thoroughly enjoyed myself slacking and going out.. Heex.. Not that it means good.. It means that no one wants to hire me.. Heex.. But then again, I didn't spend much effort trying to get a job also lah.. Heex.. Jia you to those who are busy working!!

For this week, I'm proud to announce that this will be the first time where I can go out in 5 out of the 7 days in a week.. Haha.. This is really great manz.. For the first time, my mum didn't stop me from going out or anything in that direction.. Haha.. Or maybe because she's more lenient since it's my birthday week.. Haha.. Oh yeah.. Thanks to everyone who have sent me birthday greetings yesterday.. Love ya guys lots!! Heex..

I went out with Regina for 3 consecutive days.. Heex.. Not bad right? Haha.. Real shiok.. Haha.. Went with her to kbox on Mon.. Wah.. She like every song also know how to sing liddat.. Best liaoz.. Haha.. Tues just met her to play badminton in school.. After the game, lazy me didn't want to go for wushu training.. Heex.. So she pei me go to the market for dinner.. Heex.. Wed we went Orchard.. Coz I suggested we go eat the dessert.. Heex.. I very tan chi one.. Heex.. So we spend our time at Orchard for half a day.. Heex..

Actually, yesterday feel quite bad that dajie went out with me.. Not that she's a bad company, but she was complaning that she yao suan bei tong after the badminton game on Tues.. Then she went out with me yesterday some more.. And she gave me ice cream.. Heex.. I like small kid leh.. Haha.. Thanks a lot,dajie.. Thanks for everything.. Actually, have to say that she's the first friend whom I went out with on my birthday itself.. Really happy.. Coz many times, my mum wouldn't allow me to go out.. If not, my friends are not free on my birthday.. Yeah.. So was really glad that someone spent it with me yesterday.. Thanks dajie..

Looking forward to the trip out on Sun with beat they all.. Finally, the penguin family is back together again!! Haha.. So it's a family outing on Sunday.. Haha..

Now, I'm thinking.. Should I keep long hair, or should I not..? Can't believe that I'm wasting my brain cells on this question.. Haha.. Think those who read this are gonna faint.. Haha.. Sorry arh.. Heex..

Went to watch House of Fury yesterday with Regina. Super funny show. Haha. Got some parts that were really funny. But I would have to say that overall, it's just those typical Hong Kong shows lah. I like the fighting scenes, though. Really nice. Maybe I prefer those close contact fighting instead of the Matrix type, where bullets and everything go flying and you are suppose to dodge here and there those kind. Haha. The action choreographer for this movie is also Yuen He Ping (dunno is it spelt like that.. It's the chinese pronounciation..), who also choreograph the fight scenes for Matrix. His works are really good, no doubt about it. This show has somw of it's -_-" times. Like when Daniel Wu bought a piglet for Gillian Cheung ( they are suppose to be couples in the movie) and Gillian decided that the piglet should be named "Zhu Zhu"(which simply means pig lah..). So -_-""" and funny at the same time. Haha.

I think something's wrong with my eyes yesterday or something. Before Regina arrived, I went down to Sakae Sushi to check whether they still have the sushi buffet. But they didn't put up the poster. It was one with a frog and another one is promoting their lunch deals. Then after the movie, we walk pass there and, there it was, the poster for the sushi buffet. To think that I was still telling Regina that the buffet is no longer on. Dotz sia. Maybe they only put up the poster for that time slot bah. Coz the buffet's from 3pm onwards. And when I went to check, it was around 1pm. Anyway, the main point is that the buffet's still on. That's definitely good news for me, considering that I like to eat so much. Haha. So who's on for some sushi? Heex..

And after two long months, I finally went for wushu training last night. Training is the usual stuff, nothing interesting. Christine's going to take her black belt grading this Sat. And she manage to borrow a book from the library with all the patterns inside. Wow. Haha. And last night while she was practising her patterns, I was busy trying to see if she did them correctly. Coz I've totally forgot my patterns. Come on, it has been at least 2 years since my last TKD practise or something. Haha. I'm a slacker. Best of luck to her.

Next week.. I wonder who can help me fulfill my wish.. A wish that I've always wished, but I didn't tell anyone.. Wonder when will it come true..

alrighty.. today's monday.. and it's the official starting day for the holidays!! (though my holidays already started last wed after the end of the POA paper..) yes, holidays.. last time holidays can always go out with beat they all.. now my holidays i have to see them study.. then they holidays they see me study.. haha.. if only they can make poly and jc holidays the same.. then i can go out for the whole of the holidays.. haha..

thinking if i should get a job for this holidays.. hiaz.. i feel like working.. coz never work before mah.. but then.. i keep thinking of nothing but play.. how to work liddat? haha.. and it's not easyto find a job now.. with quite a number of companies retranching their staff, who in the whole world will want a lazy bum like me in their company? haha.. over the weekends, i saw this notice asking for permanent part time workers at Mini Toons at IMM.. yes,it's stated "permanent".. but my mum still ask me to go and ask.. she said that no harm asking.. if got, take it.. if not, then never mind lor.. haha.. so maybe later in the afternoon i'll go and try asking.. but it's raining so heavily now that i can hardly see the opposite blocks.. so hopefully it'll be better later..

went for the Red Rain concert on Sat.. k,i guess many people don't know who Red Rain is.. it's actually a christian rock band.. rock band as in those like Mayday or FIR.. yeah.. but their songs got stuff to do with God.. made quite a few friends there.. all are Clement's friends.. haha.. ok,i have to say this after going to the concert.. i am not suited for a religion like christianity.. they have that belief,but i cannot find myself having that level of belief in someone.. just don't find it possible.. i'm still more of a Taoist person, having been with the religion for 18 years since my family's Taoist.. heex.. not having any disrespects for Christians.. i mean, if there are people believing in whatever kinds of Gods there are in this world, then the different kinds of Gods should exsist.. it's just a matter of which ones do we choose to believe in..

personally, i actually like Indian temples.. i find the sculptures in these temples very nice.. i've only been to the one at Chinatown.. i forgot the name of the temple.. heex.. and i thought it was very nice.. i believe that all these holy places have their own way of creating peace among the followers of the religion and there are definitely parts which are nice in their own way.. er.. but i haven't really got the patience to admire in chinese temples.. maybe it's because everytime my family goes is during those big occassions and the whole temple is so stuff with people.. haha..

woah.. i'm suddenly talking about all the religious stuff.. hope it doesn't offend anyone..