Tuesday, May 24, 2005

New School Term

Just decided to change my blog template. Got quite sick of the old one. Haha..

School just reopened today. There was this big crowd at the bus stop. Wah,I think the last time when I saw this big crowd was when I was in Year 1 and it's the first day of school also. Haha.. Anyway, today's lecture was held at the 'haunted LT'. Heex.. Then went down to WM with dajie and Han Tine after lecture. Coz we have 3 hours to spare. So went down to have lunch. Then took bus back again for another lecture. After that, went down to JJC to find Lee Cha coz today's her birthday. So I passed her her present and walk her home. She had this big jigsaw puzzle that someone gave her. So I helped her carry that. Now I'm trying to recall when was the last time when I saw her. Coz I like very long never see her liaoz.. Then today see her very happy. Haha..

In no time, all my friends at JJC and other JCs will be taking their A levels this year. How time really flies. It's just like last year when we were still thinking where to go after we got our O levels results. And suddenly, we're all either in Poly or preparing for A levels. Hiaz.. Got the feeling that I'm growing old really fast. Haha..

I still miss those days in Fuhua..

Monday, May 23, 2005

Gracious New Zealand!!

the orientation came to an official end on friday. it was quite a tiring week i have to say. even though it's like i always go home earlier than others.

we spend monday and tuesday decorating our area in the exam hall. so nothing much to say for these 2 days. other than maybe my life might be cut short by a few days coz we used a lot of spray paint on one part of the decoration. haha. i didn't get to be a SB as i had hope to. was an attached SC instead. never mind lah. if u dun get the best,then have to settle for the 2nd best. haha. anyway,i was with greg's group. then there was also celine and li yu. from banking one. i dunno their class. haha. but our class came in at the earliest slot, and that is ard 8.40am. but ok lah. very long never wake up so early already. haha. also nothing much on that day. just played ice breaking games and off are the freshies to their home sweet home. haha. but after the whole thing,i went to see how zhi wei was teaching the guys. coz we're in performance group,and one part is we have to do the Haka. so that day zhi wei was teaching the guys that we've pick.

then thursday was sports day. more fun lah. but i dun like the running part. coz i'm unfit and running with a bag of water bottles slows me down even more. haha. then after the whole sports day went to teach the dance for the performance. then quite fun. for the first time,i enjoyed teaching people. haha. coz they very fun lah. then teach then also quite easy.

third day was the performance day. i felt really proud of the freshies when they completed the dance. coz they only had one day to learn and perfect the dance and i thought they did really well. then we had dinner together. though there were some problems before the dinner,but then.. aiya,i choose to leave out that part.

anyway,i had a great time during this bAoc.. though i know that i might have enjoyed myself more if i had interect more with the other SCs, but still, i enjoyed myself too.. especially with the performance group ppl.. heex.. hope to see them in sch more often..

To all the mehs and moos from NZ,u guys rock!!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

going mad..really..

i think i could just go mad anytime staying at home..

i didn't go for the meeting today.. coz my stomach wasn't feeling well.. this is just one of the more bad days when i drink coffee.. ok,my stomach will NEVER feel good whenever i drink coffee,and it happens wherever i go.. but today is worse than other days.. so i didn't go school.. and here i am,sitting in front of my laptop, typing this blog entry.. and there's my grandma, sweeping the floor and grambling away.. about how we always enjoy ourselves and not do anything..

sometimes i will wonder is it a sin or whatever to be TERRIBLY lazy.. ok,i know that this is just me, lazy and nothing else but lazy.. and then,my mum and grandma will always gramble about how i only know how to enjoy myself and not go find job,don't do housework and blah blah.. ok,there's no excuse for me not finding work.. i know that.. i'm just plain lazy.. but,hey, whenever i sweep or mop the floor,my grandma will complain again.. about how i don't seem to be sweeping up anything even though i'm sweeping the floor.. ok,i'm not as good a sweeper as my grandma is..no doubt about it..but now it's like whether i do work or not,she'll still complain.. manz.. and things like this do happen with my mum also.. i like to drag things until a time when i feel like doing then i'll do it.. if not, i wouldn't do it.. and there are always quarrels and stuff over ME.. ALWAYS ME.. shit.. maybe they shouldn't have given birth to me in the first place.. perhaps someone can invent some machine that can test how the baby's character will be when he or she grows up..and if you don't like the character of your child,then maybe can consider to just abort it.. shit manz.. trust me to come up with this kind of words.. i think i'm really going mad..

I AM MAD.. or maybe i just didn't sleep well..

Monday, May 09, 2005

dance, dance, dance..

rather tired now, but don't dare to take a nap. if not,i wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.

haven't been sleeping well lately,that's why i'm so tired. somemore, today went back to school to learn the dance for our performance. amy came up with all the steps herself(if i'm not wrong). very li hai. haha..

i'm seriously not good at dancing. should have seen how i struggled earlier manz. i don't know how to shake my butt(ok,i know that this sounds stupid,but i really don't know how to shake) and i don't even dare to fall. especially the falling part. i really didn't dare to do at first. coz of my mindset(you know, where people always say "it's all in the mind"). guess this kind of "fear of falling" started from during my earlier TKD days when i fell before twice doing jumping back thrust. and yes,i'm very afraid to fall now. i don't even dare to do the kick. even if i do jump, i won't hit the target. that's how scared i am now. anyway, have to thank the others for telling me to just fall and not be afraid. and they were very patient with me also. thanks guys!! but still, i'm not a good dancer. i think if someone were to record down our dance,i won't look at myself dance manz. it must have been so ugly lah. i just hope that i don't spoil the dance or anything..

we're meeting again tomorrow. have to sleep early tonight. if not,i don't think i'll have the strength to even dance that 'happy' dance tomorrow..

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Kingdom of Heaven..

went to watch the preview of 'kingdom of heaven' yesterday with beat.. coz my lucky mum won the tickets.. haha.. eh.. frankly lah,i a bit blur as to what is really happening.. all i know is that the war scenes involve muslims and christians.. if i'm not wrong, the film is about christians and muslims fighting over this place called Jerusalem.. should be something like that lah.. considering that nowadays my understanding of movies have dropped to such an extent that i have to watch a movie at least twice before i can really understand.. yeah.. but have to say that the show is rather bloody.. as in they really show the killings and blood splash all over the place those kind.. a bit yuck for me.. coz i don't really like those kind of shows with a lot of killings.. no wait, killings i can still stand,but bloody killings,no.. the show's alrite lah.. but with the hike in ticket prices now,i don't think i would have watch the movie if not for the fact that the tickets are free manz.. for one thing,i'm not an orlando bloom fan.. for another, when i see the advertisements on the movie, the clips that they show give me a very LOTR feel.. like everything also copy from there one.. oh yeah,i do get a bit of the LOTR feel when i watch the movie.. heex..

hiaz.. seems like the prices of things around are getting higher and higher.. first cinema ticket prices.. then bus fares may go up too.. i wonder what's next.. just when i thought i'm getting that freedom that i need as a teenager from my mum and i can go watch movies that i wanna watch, they have to hike the prices.. just when i thought the bus fare for poly students are already a bomb,they have to hike the prices as well.. hiaz.. very sian diao now manz.. if i didn't remember wrongly, the last time when the bus fares increased, the bus consession for sec school also went up by 50 cents.. now,bus fares going up again.. that means the consession might go up as well.. hiaz.. but what can we do? other than complain to each other in schools (for students) and kopitiams (for the aunties and uncles), guess there's nothing much that we,as citizens can do.. sure hope that they'll suddenly say that they don't wish to increase the bus fares.. haha..

getting a bit sensitive about religions nowadays.. hope i'll get over it..