i don't know.. i really don't know..

just caught Troy on dvd earlier.. tot it was nice.. but i din expect Hactor to be killed by Achilles.. tot tt scene was sad.. heex..

alright.. cant avoid this topic.. ever since i wrote the last entry, it seem to hv caused some ppl to quarrel and hv arguements.. maybe it was a mistake to post it right from the start.. i don't know.. i really don't know.. is it a gd thing, or does it spell the end of many other things..? i really don't know.. maybe i shouldn't hv posted it.. perhaps i shouldn't even hv typed them.. just leave things as it has always been.. and continue with our lifes.. really sorry about indirectly creating the arguements and quarrels.. i'm really sorry.. hiaz.. many times, i've done things without thinking of the consequences.. and after that, i'll start to regret what i've done.. this time, its the same scenerio.. i've posted what i've posted without thinking of the consequences.. but this time, i cannot regret.. i know that i cant.. last time, yes.. but now, its something tt i cannot regret.. guess i should have thought of something esle, some other methods to handle it better.. but i guess this is just me.. pure me.. simply someone who doesnt know how to handle things, doesnt know right from wrong.. just a stupid bird walking ard in the dark, crawling under holes to hide from the sun.. i don't know anything.. and now, i don't know what she means.. maybe the trust is fading.. i don't know.. tt was the last thing tt i would want happening.. someone just tell me what to do.. what to do when i'm in the fit of anger.. is this right or wrong.. i don't know.. i really don't know.. maybe someone can tell me.. just sorry tt i've caused arguements and quarrels.. really sorry..

i just wanna hide in my hole..

the truth..

You said you wanted to know the truth.. So here, I'm going to tell the truth. You told me that even if the truth hurts, you will still want to know. And what happens when we told you the truth? You had refuse to listen and accept. Instead, you go crying to guys, telling them about how others have tried to hurt you with their comments. You turned your back to those who had cared about you. Hey, don't you find it ironic? You want the truth. And then, you refuse to listen and you go crying to guys instead. What is this? And, of the whole world of people, guys? Some have said that you're trying to gain sympathy points. And, sad to say, you really look that way to me. Not just crying to guys. You do get close and touchy with guys too, don't you? I would have kept my bloody mouth shut if you're happily single. But, aren't you at the least aware that your boyfriend is in the same class as you? Never mind about whether are the two of you in the same class. The point is, you have a boyfriend. And you always say that you love him. But are the things that you're doing show that you love him? Thinking about him at the chalet don't show that you love him. That's called doing the wrong things at the wrong time. Is being close with guys, being touchy with them and crying to them showing that you love him? That only make you look like a flirt. And, don't deny, some one told you that you look like a flirt. She was one who had cared about you, who had treated you as a real friend. But what happened? You went crying to a guy who cared about her. Ending: he went to scold her. Friendship was almost lost. Realise your mistakes. Don't be stubborn anymore. No one is perfect in this world.

You said you wanted to know the truth.. So here's another part of the truth. I don't know what you're thinking, seriously. Reference: the snapping incident about 2 weeks ago. What makes you think that a good friend whom you've known for almost 3 years will go and tell your boyfriend what happened between the two of you? Logic: she's not even that close with him. And she's not those who do things without thinking of consequences first. You should know all these, don't you? So why the assumption? Has the 3 years of friendship created only such a shallow understanding? Or has it only increased doubts among the few of us? What are you thinking? I don't know. Maybe it really look as though she was the one who had told him. But you should have at least ask and clearified with her about the happenings, shouldn't you? 3 years of friendship shouldn't have created doubts about us. It should have been a bonded one instead. Never make assumptions that you're not sure of the facts. And assuming bad things about your friends? Unless this person has done you bad before, if not, I don't see the need for that. And none of us has done you bad, have we? If you consider us 'hurting' you with what we have said as bad, then, I have nothing to say. Other than to ask you,"Have you truly taken us as your friends, or is the only friend you consider a friend Sandra?" Think about it. Realise your mistakes. Don't be stubborn anymore. No one is perfect in this world.

You said you wanted to know the truth.. So here's more of the truth. Some have told me that they think you take me for granted. That me treating you well have resulted in it. For as long as it can get, I've stubbornly refuse to admit to myself that you've taken me for granted. But now, I can no longer deny. For your actions have shown that way, and damage has been caused beyond words can describe in my heart. First incident: first 3 months in JJC. You gave me that cold shoulder when you had your OG friends with you. And when we got into the same class, you were suddenly good to me again. What am I to you? A friend, or a toy that you play with? I don't know. And to many, it seems like the latter is the one. Even to me now, it's that way. Maybe that's not the way that you've been thinking. But actions speak louder than words. Latest incident: "The Incredibles". Sorry to use this word, but fuck, what the hell do you really take me for? I guess you really take me for a toy when you place me next to your boyfriend, don't you? Can't you even just keep a promise that you've made to me just a few days ago in the pool? This was the limit, the limit that I didn't know that would fall on you. I have never known how it feels like to get an empty promise. Now, I know. And the feeling is fucking hell bad. It really sucks, k? Do you seriously take me and many others for granted, thinking that we'll always be there for you? Well, think again. Never take anyone for granted. For they can treat you well, but they can do nasty things to you too. And these people are humans too. They too have feelings, just like you. And fuck, don't give them those treatment. Realise your mistakes. Don't be stubborn anymore. No one is perfect in this world.

You said you wanted to know the truth.. And here's another bit of the truth. I wonder is it your fashion trend, but do you know that you're always giving people that black face of yours? And why is it always me that you give that face to? Why me? Why always give me that face whenever I'm meeting you to go out? Why with that face to greet me? Why? It's like I didn't do anything wrong and you give me that bloody face of yours. This only tells me more that you really are taking me for granted. And don't give others bad attitude when it has got nothing to do with them. Why do you always mix up between what you want to do and what has been done to you? It's not doing those who have not done any wrong any justice. And please do them justice. I've heard about your PW incident. Are the suggestions from your group members not as good as his? And shouldn't you have at least discuss with them when you had wanted to change the proposal? Again, what do you take them for? More of your toys to play with? Change your attitude. Do you know that there are people who have not like you since you transferred to Fuhua? Of course there are people who don't like me too. And I know it. But have you done anything to change their opinion of you? Some more, these people are, or have been, in the same class as you. hange your attitude. Realise your mistakes. Don't be stubborn anymore. No one is perfect in this world.

You said you wanted to know the truth.. So here's the truth in a glance. Change the attitude of the way you treat people. Don't get all close and touchy with guys any more. Try and be more sensitive to how your boyfriend feels. Don't make empty promises or take your friends for granted. And do accept comments about you. Make an effort to change your bad points into good ones. Don't give others that face of yours again when they try to tell you your mistakes. You want the truth. But if you give people those look, no one will dare to tell you the truth. Like what you did to me and Chariene during the chalet. You think it's fun? Let me tell you, it was never fun at all. All that we did was to tell you the truth. And you ignored us. What's that? And don't go crying to guys anymore. It makes you look damn like a big flirt. And I don't want any more of your apologises. All that I want is for you to realise your mistakes and to change them. I guess after reading this, you may hate me to the core and want to break your friendship with me. If that's really what you're thinking, I've got nothing to say. If that's what you really want to do, I cannot stop you either. But whatever you do to me, as long as you change your mistakes, that is the only thing that I ask of you. There are many people outside who are trying to help you. Don't turn them down with your actions. Remember, realise your mistakes. Don't be stubborn anymore. No one is perfect in this world...

great beginning, sad ending........

juz came back from the 4B chalet ytd.. shall start with tues.. met gl and char at westmall to catch the incredibles.. gl was late coz she went for morning jog.. luckily, when we went into the cinema, it was right on the dot and the show started.. thought it was a nice show.. damn funny, some of the scenes.. then the whole cinema like only the 3 of us laughing away.. haha.. still like jack-jack.. haha.. partly bcoz of his hair.. super cute.. haha.. then had lunch b4 going down to chalet.. at downtown east..met up with xin yang and beat at the gate of the chalet.. then walk to the rm tgtr.. wah..first impression was i tot it was an illegal gambling den or smting.. coz everyone in the rm either playing mahjong or poker cards.. only ms tan was sitting on the table.. heex.. ms tan went back a while ltr.. then more 'gambling'.. haha.. all the way until the night wen we had a bbq.. tot the chicken wing was nice.. must thank lee cha for tt.. haha.. then at night, went for a night walk or night talk at the park.. one big group of us.. then at ard 3am, me, beat, char, aik kai and wen hao were playing ice man at the stage there.. haha.. coz there's nt much space to slp in the rm.. and everyone playing mahjong or poker cards, again.. haha.. then play liao we went back to the rm.. watch a bit of soccer on tv.. liverpool vs monaco.. was shock tt the result was 0-0 at half time.. tot liverpool might alrdy be down by at least one goal.. but they lost in the end also.. haha.. then slp at ard 6am, again.. haha..

woke up at 7+ or 8+am.. then me, beat, char, yihui, xy and tzyy horng went down to changi village for breakfast.. it was xy;s sugesstion.. heex.. coz the rest of the ppl still slping mah.. so we went there for breakfast.. then went back to the chalet and played a bit of mahjong b4 going down to white sands at lunch time to pick gl up.. had lunch b4 going to play the arcade there.. coz i wanted to play.. heex.. like the disk hockey the most.. played against char.. then the 2 of us like blur blur liddat.. coz she hit direct shot then she goal.. while i hit angled shots at her then i goal.. haha.. but i still lost 9-5 to her in the end.. haha.. but its damn fun.. then went back to the chalet.. sit a while b4 going out to cycle.. wah lao.. tt beat and char cycle damn fast lor.. then i cycle slowly with gl.. heex.. cycled for abt 2 hrs.. then went back to the chalet rm.. played shit dai di.. and i'm always the shit.. coz i kp losing.. haha.. dunno hw to play mah.. haha.. then went for dinner with gl b4 sending her to the bus stop.. coz she has to go hm.. then me, beat and char went for dinner with the rest of the cls.. had bk.. then went back to the rm and tok tok.. then smting happened.. and the only thing tt i had felt lyk doing was to cry.. i dun even noe hw i'm feeling.. of coz i din wanna cry in the chalet.. crying was the last thing on my mind wen i went for the chalet.. but my eyes were watery.. and i wrap my towel ard my head.. char could tell.. so she pulled me out of the rm.. and outside, hiaz, i really cried.. dun even noe wat i cry for.. juz felt frustration, useless, hopeless.. i dunno.. then wanted to cry.. so i juz cried.. then wen i ok le, gt char to go back to the rm.. but the feeling was wierd.. bad.. i mean, who can tk it wen u're sitting nxt to ur friend but, instead of toking to u, the friend has the back to u and is ignoring u?i was real tired, but i cnt slp.. so char pulled me out to sit at the tables outside.. then was telling char tt wen i hv smting troubling me, i will tell yin mei abt it.. then almost immediately, yin mei and siang ling came out.. haha.. so the 4 of us sit there and tok.. the 2 of them really nice ppl.. glad tt i hv a friend lyk them.. real awesome.. heex.. then dunno y more and more ppl came out from the rm.. so in the end gt 9 of us there.. then we went down to the beach there to tok.. tok until dunno wat tym then we went back.. wen we were back, the chalet rm door was open. then zq tot tt someone was outside.. but end up the door was open coz there was no power in the rm coz zq took away the key.. then yihui was commenting tt they were almost turned into steamed chickens.. haha.. then we went to slp.. but i heard tt sl din really slp.. yin mei also.. but i slp until lyk dead person.. heex..

woke up at ard 7+ or 8am.. coz i was feeling v cold.. after cleaning up, a few of us who had woken up sat there and tok softly.. then siang ling v funny. she borrowed char's hp and recorded wen hao snoring.. haha.. she's juz so playful as usual.. haha.. then char and i left first at ard 9.15am.. coz she had to go find her aunt.. so we went down to loyang point.. had breakfast there b4 going to find her aunt.. then went to westmall.. slept on the train.. luckily nv drool.. haha.. went to westmall to play arcade again.. coz i wasnt in a gd mood after wat happened.. so i pulled char to go arcade with me.. then i played crisis zone while char watch me play.. and i shoot the ppl until lyk v happy tt i'm killing ppl liddat.. haha.. then we went hm after tt.. yeah.. so tt's my chalet.. great beginning, sad ending......

Jurassic Park IV.. haha..

went out with gl ytd.. with the intention of getting a pressie for Mr Ong.. but after we've decided wat we want to buy for him, we went to window shop for ourselves.. haha.. we so happy tt chinese new year is coming.. coz can buy new clothes.. haha.. went to cineleisur to tk photo.. all the pose almost the same one.. coz we nv say wat pose we want to hv b4 taking the photo.. so endeed up all about the same.. haha.. then had lunch at yoshi.. tok a lot.. heex.. then walk down to taka.. wanted to find the stationery department to search for bottles.. ended up we were looking at clothes and bikinis.. haha.. then gt one bikini the design is like a forest.. green green then gt a lot of trees one.. then i was joking tt if she wear tt to jurassic park, she can camouflage from the dinosaurs.. haha.. so maybe i go write a script for jurassic park.. then it'll be part 4.. haha.. crap.. then went down to jp.. coz down there sure gt bottles one.. and we manage to buy a bottle and a packet of sand.. heex.. then walk around to window shop a bit more.. then gl went home while i went down to the fuhua area to see doctor.. was hoping tt the malay doc is ard.. end up it was the doc who watch soccer on his com one.. haha.. coz dunno a few mths ago oso went to the doc.. then this one was watching soccer on his com.. haha.. then my case like some new disease or something.. coz he tink v long b4 coming up with some new medicine for me.. haha.. first time i see gt a doc tk so long to give me medicine one.. maybe i'm really down with bird flu(choy!!).. haha.. then went home after tt.. hope tt will be able to catch the incredibles ltr.. coz dunno if gl is free.. so hopefully can watch.. looking forward to it.. heex..

bored..

nv blog for a few days liaoz.. haha.. nowadays i only blog wen i feel lyk it.. actually, nth much to say.. i oso dunno wat to say.. haha.. went to play badminton with beat, char and gl today.. gl lost her way wen going to char's hse.. haha.. we couln't bk an indoor court, so bo bian hv to play at char's hse there.. then everytime the wind blow, we'll be shouting for the wind to stop blowing.. haha.. then play until ard 12pm++ then it started raining.. so went up to char's hse to sit down.. then tok tok.. eh..nt really tok.. more of crap.. haha.. then after tt, went to westmall to hv lunch with gl while beat went hm..had ban mian.. haha.. bo bian.. i bird down with flu.. so i down with 'bird flu'.. haha.. dun cm near me hor.. ltr u all oso kanna 'bird flu'.. haha.. juz kidding.. then we eat finish le then sit down there and tok.. then after tt went to the new bra shop for a walk.. heex.. the 2 of us nth to do lah.. heex.. then went to converse.. then.. oh man.. saw miss tan.. and it freak the daylights out of us.. i went to ask her if the fuhua badminton court can be used.. then she say cnt coz HER badminton kids gt training.. wah lao.. she getting really attitude these days.. then i was joking to gl tt hv to go hm and pray.. haha.. very funny.. then we went hm after tt coz gl still hv to go dwn tanah merah.. eh gl arh.. tell ur kian nt to give u so much tings to do leh.. u need a 'life'.. haha.. juz kidding.. ltr kanna killed by gl.. haha..

return of the bird..

ok..the title's lame.. but i'm still in my a bit sleepy mood.. so cnt really think of a title.. haha.. hvnt been blogging for the last few days.. coz my mum's hm.. so strictly no usuage of the com.. yeah.. haha..

shall start with sat then.. had breakfast b4 going down to sentosa.. we went to fort siloso first.. coz my sis wanna go.. it's juz a lot of history facts and stuff there.. abt WW2, of coz.. then gt quite a lot of those wax ppl.. yeah.. saw quite a lot of things,tho.. but i wasnt in the history mood.. so din really take extra notice.. heEx.. then, it started raining wen we were about to go down.. luckily gt those kind of van go pass.. then manage to send us down to the underwater world area.. there, we went to the cafetaria for lunch first.. god, the food is super expensive lor.. so, if anyone is planning to go there, pls hv ur lunch first.. heEx.. then bought tix to go into the fishy world.. wow.. so nice inside.. coz its filled with fishes.. haha.. i really love those fishes.. coz they're really beautiful.. and we specially waited until ard 4.30pm for the feeding time.. coz i want to see lah.. nv see b4 mah.. haha.. after tt, went to the dolphin lagoon.. din really enjoyed tt.. coz its simply dolphin show.. yeah.. then, it started raining again.. so we ran for shelter at the bus stop.. from there, took the bus back to the departure center and then another bus out to harbour front. had dinner b4 going to walk a bit at the harbour front tt shopping mall.. then chiong back home to watch hero.. yeah.. so tt's for sat..

sun.. eh.. cant rmb wat i did.. haha.. so shall go on to ytd.. was my mum's bdae ytd.. so we went to hv jap food at esplanade.. the restaurant called ichiban smting.. cnt rmb.. haha.. the sushi there quite nice.. yeah.. oh yeah.. we went with my uncle, aunt and jay boy too.. haha.. after lunch went to marina sq and suntec.. had a big cup of ice cream at suntec.. yum, yum.. haha.. then went into carrefour and walk.. jay boy fell aslp on the trolley.. haha.. coz he v tired lah.. then came home.. yeah.. so tt was how i've been spending the last few days.. haha..

hiaz.. actually, i cant really slp on sun nite.. so i was thinking of a lot of things.. things tt i've done, things tt i fear will come.. shall nt hide it, i did really well for my exams.. and i din expect my results to be this gd.. and.. i dunno wat else to say.. i hv a fear tt somethings gonna change.. i dunno.. mayb its going to happen again or wat.. i dunno.. and something tt i've done some time ago has been bothering me a little ever since.. and i dunno wat m i going to do abt it.. a lot of i dunno here.. and a lot of struggle in my heart.. fear.. if only i can live like a fish.. with no worries to think abt.. the only fear they hv is wen will they get eaten by a bigger fish.. but life is nv easy.. we juz hv to live on..

miss those days..

went for wushu training last night.. at first, i thought its going to be just me and the coach again.. but then, the guys came.. er.. i tink ytd gt ard 8 or 9 guys and me, the only gal, again.... haha.. then did the usual warm up exercise and kicking.. gt some of the things i dunno hw to do. so gt one guy came and teach me.. he super auto one.. anyone dunno anything he'll step up and teach.. hmz.. at first he actually reminded me a bit of wei ren.. tt idiot.. haha.. but after a while, i tink he's better than wei ren.. at least he doesnt like to command and he dun give those arrogant feeling.. haha.. hvnt thank him for teaching me.. haha.. we 'shared' the training place with the magnum force ppl.. coz raining than they cnt train as usual on the tracks.. but after break time, we switch to another side coz we need space to practise the patterns.. yeah.. then towards the end, gt one gal appear.. i tink she's the president of wushu or something.. i cnt really rmb.. but i've seen her b4.. she also practise tkd one.. and the 2 of us agreed that some of the moves in wushu cnt really be used in real life.. as in real life fighting.. yeah.. so tt was hw my training went ytd..

during training ytd, gt one part wen the coach pair us up and want us to practise some of the hand movements.. and i hv to say tt the guys were super gentle to me lor.. haha.. nt used to it.. coz last time in tkd, we'll whack each other and heck whether u're a girl or guy.. and i actually miss those whacking times ytd.. much as i really dun like to spar in the past,i actually miss sparring.. nt tt i like to fight ppl, but u get the chance to train ur body power and strength.. and it's really gd.. i suddenly feel like going back to tkd.. tk it up once again.. nt bcoz of anything else tt i miss it.. it's purely just missing the sport.. hiaz.. to think tt last time i cnt wait to get tkd out of my life.. nw i actually want it back.. even i myself cnt believe wat i'm thinking.. haha.. maybe i'm going crazy or something.. haha.. but i juz miss tkd.. miss those days wen i can whack the target.. nw there's nt even a target for me to whack.. i tink i've lost a lot of my power.. i've to try harder and train it back.. wanna get back the power tt i used to hv.. hv tt feel of sparring again..

new blog skin..

kk.. nth to do so went to change the skin, again.. haha.. hmz.. my last entry kindda like preaching.. haha.. nvm.. juz bear for one entry can liaoz.. haha.. went out with beat ytd.. she ask me to meet her at 2pm at je.. then she came at ard 3pm.. wah lao.. haha.. but she gt something on lah.. haha.. so din blame her.. used to waiting for her and char alrdy.. the 2 of them always late one.. mayb ppl who live at bukit batok always late one.. heEx.. went down to the esplanade.. wantd to check the price of the jap food there.. coz my mum bdae coming.. then tot of mayb treating her to lunch.. then dun hv to buy pressie.. save up my brain cells of hving to tink.. heEx.. i like v bad hor.. haha.. then after tt we walk down to suntec.. coz she wanna shop for some things to buy for her dear sam.. end up, as usual, din buy anything.. haha.. then was arguing with her tt sebastian(tt red little animal in Little Mermaid) is a crab and nt a lobster.. she din really argue with me.. but i keep insisting tt sebastian is a crab.. haha.. hmz.. come to think of it, is it a crab or a lobster huh..? can some one tell me pls..? heEx.. then we walked down to funan.. coz down there gt sembawang.. went there to check the price of a cd for my uncle.. haha.. then went home.. on the bus was toking abt the 4B chalet.. looking forward to it.. i wonder how many ppl are going for the chalet.. i sure hope tt it'll be fun.. but i just it shd be quite enjoyable for me.. coz bi jing i nv see a lot of them for a v long time liaoz.. but dun wanna expect too much from it.. i do hope tt it'll be gd.. but some times, if one expects too much, u may juz end up disappointed.. yeah.. so juz looking forward to it.. tt's all.. heEx..

thinking, thinking, thinking..

hmz.. been thinking a lot these days.. dunno y my bird brain so active nowadays to hv the energy to think so much.. haha.. thinking abt.. well.. friends.. trust.. a lot of things.. hmz.. i believe that there was this period of time wen ppl will go abt telling almost all their friends "friends forever".. but come to think of it, how many of us will actually get to experience this "friends forever" tingy..? maybe there are ppl out there who hv forever friends.. but how long is forever..? hw is forever being defined..?

then there will be ppl talking about their best friends.. hmz.. to speak the truth, i really admire those who hv found their best friends.. coz i hvnt found mine.. heEx.. flashback to the TB03 chalet.. wen during one of the night talk some one asked when did we meet our best friend.. i was glad i was the last to answer.. for i din noe who is exactly my best friend.. i mean, i do hv some one whom i treat as my best friend.. but i noe tt person doesnt treat me as one.. well.. i used to think tt as long as i tink so, i dun care abt how others think.. but now, it seems to me tt a lot of tings need 2 persons to feel the same way.. hmz.. but i dun really caer.. for as long as some one is my friend, i'll take all my time and energy to care for them.. so.. heck the best friend tingy.. dun care abt it any more..

been bothered by the term "trust" nowadays.. so many ppl toking abt trust to me these days.. really.. u might give trust to a particular person.. but the person may not return tt trust back to u.. its the fact of life.. reality tt we live in.. but losing trust to a person.. i dunno.. it also hv to depend on wat kind of situation that we've come across.. i tink i am one who gets affected by wat ppl ard me say easily.. but wen it comes to trust.. well.. i tink its only here tt i dun get too affected bah.. i also nt sure.. heEx.. wah.. this entry is really wat i'm tinking.. hope no one gets spook out or watever by my 'nagging'.. heEx..

fuhua..

i din noe wat to put as the title.. so shall hv my old sch as the title then.. haha.. anyway, went back to fuhua for the open house on sat.. hiaz.. hw time really flies.. it only seem lyk ytd wen i was registering for my sec sch education.. nw, i'm alrdy 17..and the tings tt happened in sch only seem lyk it happened a min ago.. hiaz.. seriously, i din noe tt i miss fuhua so much until i went back for the open house.. mayb bcoz i also v long din go back tt's y.. but really miss tt place.. yeah.. the first ting we did wen we arrived at the sch was to visit the toilet.. nt tt we are tt urgent to use it..but rather its more of tt we miss the toilet.. heEx.. i tink more for char and gl bah.. coz the toilet at jjc nt too gd,i tink.. but at np still ok..juz tt dunno y a lot of the doors cnt lock one.. haha.. and the 3 of us scream and yell in the toilet.. haha.. esp me..coz i miss the toilet too lah..haha.. anyone interested in the toilet at fuhua, i can bring u on a 'tour'.. haha.. then walk ard a bit b4 going up to the hall to watch the concert.. saw mr ong sitting at the front row.. then wen we went up to greet him, he ask us to sit tgtr with him.. wah.. for the 1st time, i felt lyk a vip sia.. haha.. and for the 1st time again, i actually enjoyed his speech.. mayb bcoz he'll get transferred to another sch soon.. will miss him.. haha.. heard tt the new principal will b frm new town sec.. anyone who noes anything abt the principal there can add comment tell me,k? feel lyk knowing more abt the principal there.. heEx.. then watch the performances.. god,i feel so proud of my CO juniors.. its lyk wen my batch of students graduated, none of us actually thought tt they will b able to even perform decently.. i mean, its lyk wen we were still there, many of them could nt even get the right tune wen playing their instruments.. but nw, as i watched them play, i really feel so proud of them.. for they are slowly, but surely, climbing up the ladder and meeting the standard tt we, as the seniors, hv set for them.. they deserve a big round of applause.. * claps, claps* seems lyk at least a bronze medal nxt yr is possible.. haha.. the rest of the performances were alrite.. tho some were nt as gd as i expected.. after tt, went to tok to miss kho.. haha.. she still as funny as ever.. but she's only funny during relax time.. during class time, there's no way to be funny with her.. only she can be funny with us.. haha.. then went for our fav ban mian b4 me and beat went down to je.. coz she wanted to buy something.. as usual, ended up empty handed.. coz at 1st she wanted to buy, then after tt ahe dunno whether to buy anot.. so in the end, din buy.. haha.. then she came to my house to use the com to clear her mail while i watvh mvp qing ren.. haha.. i super outdated sia..ppl dunno hw long ago watch one i nw then watch.. haha.. thought its starting to get a bit draggy.. but wen they play basketball, the skills v nice.. haha.. then she went home after checking her mail while i went to imm to hv dinner.. yeah.. then came home.. haha.. so tt's abt it for sat.. yeah..

ytd.. hmz.. went down for breakfast.. then my sis went with my uncle's family to watch shark tale.. they say nt nice.. dunno leh.. haha.. then i came hm to watch mvp again.. haha.. but, basically, din do anything ytd lah.. no use writing so much on it.. haha.. oh yeah.. nw must openly proclaim something.. shi shi is the potential housewife!! haha.. tt time forget to add in my last entry lah.. so promised her tt i will add in this enrty one.. haha.. so, any takers..? potential housewife worz.. haha.. hey,wait.. i tink she's alrdy taken.. by.. MEEEE!!! haha.. so no takers arh.. forget abt wat i said earlier.. haha.. she's mine.. haha.. and shi shi, u and leon dun hv to fight over me,k? the 2 of u can divide me lah.. haha.. but u're mine.. haha.. toking rubbish liaoz.. haha.. anyway, tk care everyone!!

rainy afternoon..

i tink din blog for one week or so.. coz went to chalet.. heEx.. anyway, start from sat first.. went to pray in the early afternoon.. then went to funan to buy the anti virus software for the com.. walked ard a bit b4 going to suntec.. had dinner there.. yeah.. so went out for the whole day on sat with my family.. haha.. didn't go out on sun.. coz my sisters hv to study for their tests.. heEx..

woke up at ard 8am on mon.. then eat breakfast, walk ard, play com, eat lunch, then went out for chalet.. nw i noe the journey from je to pasir ris is 50 mins.. haha.. coz nth to do then i time.. haha.. the chalet room quite nice.. hvnt been to a chalet room liddat.. first time.. haha.. then wanted to hv bbq in the evening.. but end up it rained after the fire was started.. so no bbq tt day.. yeah.. then watch tv, ate pizza.. i juz realised tt almost everyone on the class watch the champion.. haha.. coz 9pm like gathering in front of tv time.. haha.. then had a shower b4 going for a night walk with shi shi.. so nice sia.. coz i'm hardly out at nite.. yeah.. then its quite nice to walk ard feeling the cool nite breeze.. real shiok.. then we walk down to escape, wanting to check the opening time.. end up they say tt its closed frm mon-fri.. haha.. then shi shi dun dare go near coz gt halloween stuff.. quite scary actually.. then some more i wearing tt glow in the dark tshirt.. haha.. so dun blame her.. then went to meet wanni.. then we went back to the room, i tink with the 2 of us tinking tt there are still some left over food and pizza for her.. end up all the pizzas were eaten up.. and the chicken wing and hotdog were also gone.. so she only had 2 stingrays.. wah lao.. was quite angry at tt point of time.. but din really show it..if nt, i would hv tore the whole chalet down.. haha.. juz kidding.. heEx.. then one whole group of us sit in the room and tok while another group played majong.. yeah.. tok until 6am then slp.. haha..

tuesday..woke up at ard 9am.. slept at 6am, woke up at 9.. so only slp for 3 hrs.. haha.. tho super tired, but quite shiok.. coz can stay awake until super late.. haha.. first time.. then ate a piece of bread b4 one whole grp of us went for our 'second serving' of slp.. then something happen.. oh man.. cnt say here.. haha.. still kindda freak me out..haha.. then went to eat bk with shi shi.. then walk ard b4 going to cycle.. haha.. so fun..then we sat a swing tt cnt swing high one.. no fun.. haha.. then it started drizzling.. so had to go back.. yeah.. then had some slp.. didn't go for bbq.. shi shi hving headache.. so she was slping.. so of coz pei her lah.. wun leave her alone one.. haha.. then gt one time wen i slp until lyk dead person tt i didn't noe alvin pressed the doorbell.. shi shi had to open the door tt time.. haha.. so spent the whole day in the room.. then went for night walk with shi shi again..we walk ard then sit down and chat a while b4 going back.. go back liaoz lie on the bed and chat more.. haha.. i total knockout at ard 3am, i tink.. i tink this is the only time i get to slp so late.. haha..

today.. woke up at 9am.. pack tings, laze ard, then went off.. had lunch with shi shi b4 taking train back.. shi shi ko on the train.. haha.. then came hm.. had wanted to go beat's hse.. but end up it was raining.. so din go.. yeah. tt's hw my chalet went.. tot it was ok lah.. dun wish to say much.. haha..