Saturday, June 25, 2005

i'm here, again..

ok,i felt like typing something.. haha.. so here i am blogging again.. heex..

what shall i type? erm.. maybe about ytd bah.. after school, i was suppose to meet my parents at orchard at 3pm.. then dajie said that she also going down orchard.. so i went to her house and waited for her to change and do whatever she wants to do.. haha.. not that i mind that much.. coz her house got newspaper.. and i can read newspapers for a full 1 or 2 hours.. and i may not even finish reading it after 2 hours.. heex.. horrible.. haha.. anyway, we went down after that, she to meet her friends and me to meet my parents.. we went to the hello! shop there to transfer my own hp line from my dad's name to my name.. heex.. and i changed my plan.. to the free incoming call one.. but i took the student promotion plan.. with the only difference being that i get 1000 sms per month.. i dun need that much sms, but my mum was saying that it's a good deal, so might as well take it.. haha.. and i didnt change my hp.. coz i cnt get the hp at the price which they offer for new line subscribers.. but it's ok lah.. my hp's still usable.. heex..

then after that, we walk down to OG.. seriuosly, this is the first time that i'm walking down orchard with my family.. heex.. on the way,i went in to heerens.. and i saw the ripcurl wallet that i like at flash and splash.. i didnt expect it to be still there.. considering that i saw it like 2 months ago? haha.. i'm still thinking whether to buy it.. but i think that iwouldnt buy it.. coz by the time i've decided, they would have changed their designs.. haha..

at centrepoint, i got go into robinsons to look around.. then my mum saw this orange coloured dress.. and she was suggesting that i can wear it for my cousin's wedding at the end of this year.. then i went to try.. and i didnt look good in it.. coz i had a tummy.. haha.. so ugly lah.. then my mum was saying that if i didnt have the tummy i would have look good in it.. heex.. so i have to do more situps from now.. haha.. but anyway, my cousin's wedding is at the end of this year.. so anyone interested in helping me do a makeover? haha.. i guess dajie will be very interested.. haha..

ok,i shall end here for now.. heex.. chatting on the phone now.. heex..

one down, many more to go..

i am proud to announce, that my social psychology presentations are officially over!! haha.. feeling really relaxed now.. maybe because i've been chionging for the past few weeks just to get these 2 presentations over.. heex.. but i don't think i'll do well.. i can only hope for the best.. heex..

now, the next thing to tackle will be my IEF synopsis.. have to submit in 2 weeks time.. i hope to be able to dig out some articles.. but i dunno where to start digging from.. heex.. so will have to make do with what ever that we've found.. and i hope that we'll do it the right way.. what's the right way? i also dunno.. just do it right and well.. hopefullt can score in this project.. coz IEF really isnt easy.. and now that i'm taking this module, i'll always sort of freak out whenever i see short forms for names of organisations or some particular economic agreements and stuff like that.. haha..

anyway, i'll now have to concentrate on getting IEF done.. after that, will have to mug for my common test.. year 2 isnt as easy as year1.. i regret not having played more in year 1.. haha.. coz year 2 seem so pack.. the schedule, the time tables.. the projects.. everything seem so nicely lined up.. hiaz.. will just have to do work doubly hard..

now,i have to start doing my tutorials.. if not, i wouldnt know anything.. i cannot slack any further..

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

social psychology..

it's beginning to become my 'nightmare'.. haha.. i've just finish the ppt slides for tml.. but i have absolutely no confidence at all for tml.. individual presentation.. everything done on my own.. i'm stressing myself up as well.. at least i got something out.. sian..

been feeling really tired nowadays.. yes,i know that giving not enough sleep as my reason or excuse will cause people to raise their eyebrows.. considering that i sleep at like 10.30pm..? haha.. but i am feeling tired.. maybe partly due to the fact that i'm stressing myself a bit over this psychology work.. i like to stress myself.. heex..

went to pick up my new specs today.. and when i came home, my sisters said that i look very boyish in it.. haha.. but i thought it's suppose to give me a nerd look? haha.. but the more i look at the mirror, the more i think that i do look rather boyish in this pair of specs.. this is call real and imagined influence.. i dun even know whether did i apply it correctly.. haha..

anyway, things will be alright after tml.. i just want to get over this individual presentation.. as for IEF after that, i'll start to stress myself from next week onwards.. haha..

Saturday, June 18, 2005

durians.. haha..

tml is shi shi's burthday.. so shi shi, i shall wish u happy birthday one day in advance.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! get more presents,k? haha..

ytd, me, dajie and han tine sort of had a mini celebration with shi shi.. heex.. we bluff her that we want to discuss IEF in the morning.. then i met her at the bus stop before going in.. heex.. but dajie and han tine not there yet leh.. so bo bian.. i have to discuss IEF with her.. haha.. then when han tine came, she took the match sticks and candles from me and ran off to meet dajie.. and all the while i was giggling away.. haha.. coz we actually bought her a durian.. haha.. yap, it's one whole durian.. haha.. it was partly mine and dajie's idea lah.. coz dajie's house there the bakery the cakes not much variety leh.. then like cnt find another bakery shop.. so we went to buy a durian instead.. haha.. i tink shi shi got a bit of shock when she saw the durian.. haha.. then we ate the durian.. but the prob is, we only bought one durian, but it was very nice and we wanted to eat more.. haha.. we should have bought the 3 for $10 one sia.. haha.. we din even dare to talk in the lift.. coz we scared got durian smell.. haha.. there's still a bit of durian smell on my hands.. and i thought it was quite nice.. haha..

then after class, i went down to westmall with dajie.. coz i said that i'll treat her to a meal for getting me a job mah.. and ytd was "death day".. haha.. it wasn't so bad lah.. at least she din kill finish my full $50 that i brought with me.. i kindda expected her to do that.. haha.. anyway, we went for KFC first then swenson's.. haha.. coz the burger and chicken from KFC could not fill our stomachs.. haha.. so we went for swenson's.. ice cream and fries.. haha.. tt did the trick.. i was really full.. haha.. after that, dajie got take me to walk around to see wallets.. but i din buy any.. coz.. dunno leh.. but she has good taste.. really.. the wallets that she showed me were really nice.. it's just that i was hesitent about buying.. and typical me will always live to regret.. haha.. but i'm used to it le lah.. heex..

went to the airport at night to fetch my dad.. he's back in spore for a week.. i had not want to go at first.. coz i'm not close with my dad.. and i'm a rebellious person.. it's not like i would always want to go home.. i have to go home because my mum;s strict with me.. and i really dun like it.. anyway, had dinner at the sirport before coming home.. this is going to be a week where i would hope for school to last 24/7 and not have to come home..

i'm still thinking of durians.. haha.. guys, can we buy more durians and eat together again the next time? haha.. and yes, we can keep the durians at dajie's place first.. stink her house with durians.. wahahaha..

This is real fun manz..

Sunday, June 12, 2005

stuck.. not moving..

woke up at around 8.30am.. had wanted to do a bit of revision.. maybe IEF or AAA or think about questions for my ethnography project.. but then, i feel really tired.. god, when was the last time that i ever felt so tired, so drained to even do some studying?

my brain seems so dead now.. how i wish that i have the time to just lie on my bed for a whole day, not having to move.. not having to think.. but no,i can't.. i don't have the luxury to do that.. i still have to go for work later.. and i have projects to do.. and things to study.. i have a feeling that when i'm at work later, i may just end up like yesterday, when i practically yawned for almost half of the time.. coz i was tired.. tired from what..? i don't know either.. just plain tired..

luckily, tml's class starts at 11am.. which means that i can afford to sleep until 9am.. i hardly sleep until those kind of timing.. but i need my rest.. if not,i'll fall sick..

i'm really tired.. suffocated..

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Feeling d0wn..

today, went down to IMM to sell voda voda.. think they're going to change our location every week.. just hope that they don't put people who live in the west to places in the eastern side of Singaopre to promote..

anyway,i sold 20 small bottles and 10 big bottles today.. lousy record right? i mean, this is IMM.. this is the place where there's forever people all around.. and i only sold this much? i'm feeling damn sian right now.. i know, nobody gets it right the first time.. who can do that? but then again, could it be that there's something wrong with my promoting style that peopole don't buy from me? i don't know what's wrong,and i don't know whether is there any difference for 'promoting style' in the first place.. it's like quite a lot of times, i talk and talk.. and the customer looks like he or she is going to buy.. but in the end,they never buy.. am i not convincing enough, or am i really that irritating that people do not want to buy from me? i don't know.. or could it be that it's just my luck that every week the people around are those who just want to see and don't want to buy? wah,then luck is really not by my side..

but still, there's improvement from last week.. last week, for 2 days, i sold 18 small ones and 5 big ones.. but today's record already surpassed last week.. so that's something that i can take into account about.. now,i can just hope that tml i'll do a better job.. i want to do a good job not for the commission (i have no intention to earn their commission in the first place).. i want to tell myself that i am able to do it.. that i can do something.. those who really know me will know that i don't have confidence about whatever i do.. just ask beat.. she's listen to too many of these stuff about me.. and i don't know what's this problem about me liking to compare myself with others.. i may not say, but i always do that.. but not all the time.. and i get pressured myself.. this is what i call 'self-pressurization'.. haha.. my own language lah.. so dun learn.. haha.. anyway, i just hope that tml will be a better day..

Failure is part of my name.. But not for long.. I'll pick myself up and walk on..

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

sianz..

i'm suppose to be doing some research on the japan and china issue for my project.. but as usual, with my short attention span on practically everything, i'm here blogging away.. heex.. no,i'm not slacking in class now.. OM class is cancelled coz her highness came down with high fever.. hope that she'll recover soon..

had my first working experience over the weekends.. selling voda voda.. heex.. but sales was.. bad.. heex.. coz there's not a huge crowd at turf city lah.. then a lot of people will just turn away when they notice that it's mineral water that's on sale.. and i'm considered a rookie also.. which means that i dun really know how to make my products sell.. heex.. so for most of the time, i have nothing to do.. and i'm stationed just right in front of the grocery department.. and there's this sale of apples.. 10 for $2.25.. heex.. and there were a lot of uncles and aunties snatching for the apples.. and a lot of them bought at least 3 big bags full.. so that's like at least 30 apples? haha.. and not only that, those who bought at least 2 bags full of apples will also buy at least one big bag of oranges to go along.. and that's a real lot of fruits.. but cannot be blamed.. coz if i were one of the aunties, i would have gone along and start snatching as well.. but i wouldn't buy so many bags lah.. (i hardly eat fruits at home.. unless my mum or grandma cuts them.. heex.. i'm a pure lazy bum..) one bag is enough.. heex.. and i keep seeing this worker refilling the apples.. and i thought that was a joy to watch.. haha.. maybe because i was too bored lah.. haha.. but seeing the scenes also made me realise how kiasu Singaporeans can be.. haha.. but then, considering that i have a pure auntie mentality when it comes to buying groceries, i tink those scenes are understandable.. haha.. i can be an auntie at times.. heex.. must be due to the fact that i always go to the market with my grandma.. haha..

now that there's work,i guess i wouldn't have much time to play.. everyday at home,i'll study, study, and study.. i wasn't even so hardworking during the 'O' Levels.. haha.. but now, there's not much of a choice.. during the 'O' Levels, even though there was chinese orchestra stuff keeping me busy, but there was still the weekends to study.. but now, my weekends are occupied.. so i'll have to study during the weekdays.. if not,my grades will go sliding down real fast.. i don't want to let work distract me from my studies..

ok,shall blog until here.. heex..

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

i'm back!!

ok,lame title.. haha.. but it has been a little while since i last blog.. heex..

school's alright nowadays.. have to say that i dun find all the classes interesting though.. but i like my psychology class.. coz the things that they teach is interesting (that's how i feel lah..). then next week got outing.. go to the asian civilisation museum.. heex.. can go gai gai leh.. first time i see poly got this kind of thing wor.. i thought last time only primary school have one.. those go to zoo or botanic gardens and stuff.. heex.. so looking forward to it as well.. and i have a taiwanese tutor.. haha.. she's the tutor for OM.. heex.. then she very funny one.. want us to call her 'your highness'.. haha.. cute sia.. but the EC tutor like dun care or dun like us liddat leh.. she dun really look very friendly to me worz.. heex..

i tink now like got a lot more projects to do sia.. all our groups are almost out for all the modules already bah.. hiaz.. more projects= more sian.. haha.. coz need a lot of time to do the projects mah.. heex.. then yesterday, dajie got a job offer.. then she pull me along as well.. so i got the job as well.. heex.. i tink the manager gave me the offer on the account of dajie bah.. heex.. coz he din even interview me lor.. heex.. so have to thank dajie for this.. heex.. then i station at the turf city giant.. then dajie at the IMM giant.. we promoting voda voda.. which is a new brand of mineral water.. heex.. so anyone got time just come and support us,k? but each must buy at least 10 bottles of water each.. haha.. no lah,siao meh, buy so many.. haha.. just hope that tings will go out well.. coz i nv work before mah.. then try try lor.. heex..

caught madagascar over the weekends.. and i love it!! haha.. maybe because i'm a rather kiddy person bah.. heex.. coz i dun tink everyone will like it, unless u approach the movie with a very kiddy mindset.. which is to just go in and laugh.. but the jokes are quite lame lah.. some really super lame one.. haha.. but i love it!! yeah!!

okok,i have to go eat dinner liaoz.. will update again whenever i have time.. heex..