thinking, thinking, thinking..

hmz.. been thinking a lot these days.. dunno y my bird brain so active nowadays to hv the energy to think so much.. haha.. thinking abt.. well.. friends.. trust.. a lot of things.. hmz.. i believe that there was this period of time wen ppl will go abt telling almost all their friends "friends forever".. but come to think of it, how many of us will actually get to experience this "friends forever" tingy..? maybe there are ppl out there who hv forever friends.. but how long is forever..? hw is forever being defined..?

then there will be ppl talking about their best friends.. hmz.. to speak the truth, i really admire those who hv found their best friends.. coz i hvnt found mine.. heEx.. flashback to the TB03 chalet.. wen during one of the night talk some one asked when did we meet our best friend.. i was glad i was the last to answer.. for i din noe who is exactly my best friend.. i mean, i do hv some one whom i treat as my best friend.. but i noe tt person doesnt treat me as one.. well.. i used to think tt as long as i tink so, i dun care abt how others think.. but now, it seems to me tt a lot of tings need 2 persons to feel the same way.. hmz.. but i dun really caer.. for as long as some one is my friend, i'll take all my time and energy to care for them.. so.. heck the best friend tingy.. dun care abt it any more..

been bothered by the term "trust" nowadays.. so many ppl toking abt trust to me these days.. really.. u might give trust to a particular person.. but the person may not return tt trust back to u.. its the fact of life.. reality tt we live in.. but losing trust to a person.. i dunno.. it also hv to depend on wat kind of situation that we've come across.. i tink i am one who gets affected by wat ppl ard me say easily.. but wen it comes to trust.. well.. i tink its only here tt i dun get too affected bah.. i also nt sure.. heEx.. wah.. this entry is really wat i'm tinking.. hope no one gets spook out or watever by my 'nagging'.. heEx..