i don't know.. i really don't know..

just caught Troy on dvd earlier.. tot it was nice.. but i din expect Hactor to be killed by Achilles.. tot tt scene was sad.. heex..

alright.. cant avoid this topic.. ever since i wrote the last entry, it seem to hv caused some ppl to quarrel and hv arguements.. maybe it was a mistake to post it right from the start.. i don't know.. i really don't know.. is it a gd thing, or does it spell the end of many other things..? i really don't know.. maybe i shouldn't hv posted it.. perhaps i shouldn't even hv typed them.. just leave things as it has always been.. and continue with our lifes.. really sorry about indirectly creating the arguements and quarrels.. i'm really sorry.. hiaz.. many times, i've done things without thinking of the consequences.. and after that, i'll start to regret what i've done.. this time, its the same scenerio.. i've posted what i've posted without thinking of the consequences.. but this time, i cannot regret.. i know that i cant.. last time, yes.. but now, its something tt i cannot regret.. guess i should have thought of something esle, some other methods to handle it better.. but i guess this is just me.. pure me.. simply someone who doesnt know how to handle things, doesnt know right from wrong.. just a stupid bird walking ard in the dark, crawling under holes to hide from the sun.. i don't know anything.. and now, i don't know what she means.. maybe the trust is fading.. i don't know.. tt was the last thing tt i would want happening.. someone just tell me what to do.. what to do when i'm in the fit of anger.. is this right or wrong.. i don't know.. i really don't know.. maybe someone can tell me.. just sorry tt i've caused arguements and quarrels.. really sorry..

i just wanna hide in my hole..