miss those days..

went for wushu training last night.. at first, i thought its going to be just me and the coach again.. but then, the guys came.. er.. i tink ytd gt ard 8 or 9 guys and me, the only gal, again.... haha.. then did the usual warm up exercise and kicking.. gt some of the things i dunno hw to do. so gt one guy came and teach me.. he super auto one.. anyone dunno anything he'll step up and teach.. hmz.. at first he actually reminded me a bit of wei ren.. tt idiot.. haha.. but after a while, i tink he's better than wei ren.. at least he doesnt like to command and he dun give those arrogant feeling.. haha.. hvnt thank him for teaching me.. haha.. we 'shared' the training place with the magnum force ppl.. coz raining than they cnt train as usual on the tracks.. but after break time, we switch to another side coz we need space to practise the patterns.. yeah.. then towards the end, gt one gal appear.. i tink she's the president of wushu or something.. i cnt really rmb.. but i've seen her b4.. she also practise tkd one.. and the 2 of us agreed that some of the moves in wushu cnt really be used in real life.. as in real life fighting.. yeah.. so tt was hw my training went ytd..

during training ytd, gt one part wen the coach pair us up and want us to practise some of the hand movements.. and i hv to say tt the guys were super gentle to me lor.. haha.. nt used to it.. coz last time in tkd, we'll whack each other and heck whether u're a girl or guy.. and i actually miss those whacking times ytd.. much as i really dun like to spar in the past,i actually miss sparring.. nt tt i like to fight ppl, but u get the chance to train ur body power and strength.. and it's really gd.. i suddenly feel like going back to tkd.. tk it up once again.. nt bcoz of anything else tt i miss it.. it's purely just missing the sport.. hiaz.. to think tt last time i cnt wait to get tkd out of my life.. nw i actually want it back.. even i myself cnt believe wat i'm thinking.. haha.. maybe i'm going crazy or something.. haha.. but i juz miss tkd.. miss those days wen i can whack the target.. nw there's nt even a target for me to whack.. i tink i've lost a lot of my power.. i've to try harder and train it back.. wanna get back the power tt i used to hv.. hv tt feel of sparring again..