dance, dance, dance..

rather tired now, but don't dare to take a nap. if not,i wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.

haven't been sleeping well lately,that's why i'm so tired. somemore, today went back to school to learn the dance for our performance. amy came up with all the steps herself(if i'm not wrong). very li hai. haha..

i'm seriously not good at dancing. should have seen how i struggled earlier manz. i don't know how to shake my butt(ok,i know that this sounds stupid,but i really don't know how to shake) and i don't even dare to fall. especially the falling part. i really didn't dare to do at first. coz of my mindset(you know, where people always say "it's all in the mind"). guess this kind of "fear of falling" started from during my earlier TKD days when i fell before twice doing jumping back thrust. and yes,i'm very afraid to fall now. i don't even dare to do the kick. even if i do jump, i won't hit the target. that's how scared i am now. anyway, have to thank the others for telling me to just fall and not be afraid. and they were very patient with me also. thanks guys!! but still, i'm not a good dancer. i think if someone were to record down our dance,i won't look at myself dance manz. it must have been so ugly lah. i just hope that i don't spoil the dance or anything..

we're meeting again tomorrow. have to sleep early tonight. if not,i don't think i'll have the strength to even dance that 'happy' dance tomorrow..