happy chinese new year!!

it's the new year!! the angbao season!! haha.. so the new year begins.. first, may i wish all a happy and blessed new year.. heex.. ok..typing this on the second day of new year.. sian.. coz was doing some project stuff earlier.. can u believe this.. project in the midst of new year.. when enjoyment should be number one, there are tons of E learning stuff for us to complete.. oh manz.. one day, if i have the guts, i shall burn down ngee ann.. haha.. coz it destroyed my holiday.. hiaz.. if only i had money.. then i can learn from that american boy who sued his school for giving them homework during the holidays.. how's that for a change.. haha..

anyway, didn't really have a good start to the new year.. fell sick on mon.. after that poa lecture, had sore throat.. sian.. then on new year's eve,i came down with fever.. then i thought it had subsided at night.. end up the fever came back yesterday afternoon.. wah..sian.. and my nose is kindda like dunno want to have flu or not.. so it's half block and half not block.. that's bad manz.. hiaz.. and i haven't eaten any new year goodies.. miss the love letters.. and there's this whole bottle of it right at the kitchen.. and i cannot eat it.. urgh.. sick at the wrong time.. sianz..

for quite some time, my house was really crowded and noisy yesterday. coz got quite some relatives who came house visiting.. and i got angbaos!! haha.. that's the only thing that i can look forward to when i'm like down with illness at this really wrong time.. manz.. then went to my cousin's house in the afternoon.. we went down quite late..so only got a few relatives left.. but it was alright.. then my mum's third brother(aka my kaofu) played this tape that dunno who recorded about 10 years ago.. and i'm seeing my young self.. and i have to say,i look very dumb.. haha.. even one of my cousin commented that i look like sa sa liddat.. haha.. then got one part i was saying something like gong xi fa cai or something liddat to the camera.. and got another part 'interview' me sia.. haha.. so funny.. didn't know watching your younger self can bring so much laughter.. and that time i was only like around 7 years old,i tink.. coz got my sisters also.. haha.. it's really cute.. maybe next time when we have kids, we should record down what they did as a child and show it to them 10 or 20 years later.. it really shows how much one has grown.. so fun.. haha..

i still haven't bought anything for my friends for valentine's day.. this is so sian manz.. and i dunno what to buy.. had wanted to go out with beat to buy on fri.. but my mum dun allow.. coz she wants me to stay at home with my dad.. and she say if i want to go out, sunday then can.. coz my dad's going back on a morning flight.. and beat say she sunday cannot coz family day.. and i am really, very frustrated.. it's like i haven't seen her for quite some time already.. and whenever we get a chance to go out, something will just come out and block our way..and i am really fedup.. why can't i just go out for a day? shit manz.. the only ones whom i've seen recently are guan ling and siang ling.. and i just miss so many of them.. and i'm hell bend on going for the love fiesta.. it's the only time for me to at least see them.. coz i tink some of them are setting up stalls.. this is super sian.. and i tink i cannot go out with beat for the time being again.. this is really frustrating.. unless she can go out on sunday, if not, i don't think i'll be going out with her anytime soon.. i also don't want to keep pressing her to go out with me.. she has sam, her family, and other friends.. maybe not going out with her might give her more time for other stuff.. maybe i should just live in my own world.. again..

or perhaps, one just should not ask too much of another..