sian..

finally decided to type blog.. heex.. now having bca tutorial.. as usual, slacking away.. haha..

last week has been quite a tiring week.. coz there's gonna be a wushu performance for the mde idol this week.. so the number of training sessions increased a bit.. but it's tiring enough.. at first, the coach arranged for me to perform a knife and quan event.. but i play not nice leh.. look like very stiff like that.. then the rest of the guys who just joined also didn't like the arrangement coz none of us could play the weapons well.. so we had sort of a meeting with the coach.. then the seniors also said that they'll do the more difficult events.. so now we only have to do some simple patterns then can liaoz.. also better lah.. not so tiring also..yeah.. so also better lah..

talk with beat on my hp on sat.. talk for one hour++.. haha.. so now my talk time only let with about half an hour.. haha.. come to think of it, when was the last time that i've chat with her for more than an hour on the phone? haha.. it seems so long ago siaz.. haha.. then was telling her that i've been skipping quite a lot of lectures.. then she said something to me which sound quite true.. she told me that some people can skip classes and still be able to catch up while others cannot.. well, i guess its kindda hinting at me to go back to attending lectures and not to skip any more of them.. i guess it also knock some sense into me bah.. it's like i've been slacking long enough.. i think it's really time to pick myself up and start studying.. with the common test coming in about 3 weeks time, it's really time to start working hard now.. if not, this semester i'm really going dead.. hiaz.. think i'm those who always need people to knock some sense into me then i'll wake up one.. haha.. so.. yeah.. will start working hard now.. cannot slack anymore liaoz.. hiaz..

Some things just seem so out of reach of me.. As though it's gone and will never come back..