diamond mind.. haha..
first time typing a blog entry on my laptop.. coz finally gt it fixed ytd.. haha.. had written com tutorial earlier.. wasn't paying attention to the tutor at all.. was playing diamond mind.. haha.. and my results damn bad.. i tink highest score so far is 3645.. then shi shi play until the score 9420.. siao one.. dunno hw she play.. then playing during tutorial some more.. haha.. she baby lah.. tt's y.. baby play baby game.. i v mature.. so dunno hw to play.. haha.. i tink a lot of ppl going to faint wen they read tt i'm mature.. coz i'm nt.. haha.. nowadays tutorial i only play games if i hv my laptop with me.. nt paying attention at all.. heex.. v sian lah.. hv to wake up at 7am.. then cls only end at 3pm.. lyk working hours siaz.. haha.. but bo bian.. tt's life.. poly life.. haha..
nowadays been thinking quite a lot.. dunno thinking about wat.. juz thinking.. poly life.. life w/o ur gd friends by ur side.. life quite alone.. life practically w/o anyone.. alone.. hiaz.. dunno wat i tinking lah.. so many things hv happened recently.. i dunno wat has it done to me, but in one way or another, it has affected my thinking, my life.. coz.. i dunno.. i oso dunno wat i toking.. bcoz i dunno wat i'm feeling.. sometimes u hope tt tings will go back to normal, just as they used to be.. but tings aren't tt way.. it's juz nv smooth.. nw in poly, i feel rather alone.. aiya, all my friends in jjc mah.. then i'm the only one in poly.. so sian siaz.. then my cls.. dun feel lyk a cls.. everyone is so dispersed.. really feel quite alone.. then sometimes wen really need someone, those tt i call always nt at home.. dunno y..so heng arh.. everytime liddat one siaz.. haha.. then really feel quite.. empty bah.. coz i'm nw lyk a human with 'no soul'.. lyk i'm only left with the 'shell'.. feel changed.. i'm not the one whom i used to be.. i've becm v much an introvert.. and i'm nt interested in anything anymore.. but i guess i'll be alrite in a while bah.. provided if there are no 'relapse' of this kind of lonely feelings.. hopefully.. if nt,i'll nv live my poly life happily..
wonder what will i become in the future..
nowadays been thinking quite a lot.. dunno thinking about wat.. juz thinking.. poly life.. life w/o ur gd friends by ur side.. life quite alone.. life practically w/o anyone.. alone.. hiaz.. dunno wat i tinking lah.. so many things hv happened recently.. i dunno wat has it done to me, but in one way or another, it has affected my thinking, my life.. coz.. i dunno.. i oso dunno wat i toking.. bcoz i dunno wat i'm feeling.. sometimes u hope tt tings will go back to normal, just as they used to be.. but tings aren't tt way.. it's juz nv smooth.. nw in poly, i feel rather alone.. aiya, all my friends in jjc mah.. then i'm the only one in poly.. so sian siaz.. then my cls.. dun feel lyk a cls.. everyone is so dispersed.. really feel quite alone.. then sometimes wen really need someone, those tt i call always nt at home.. dunno y..so heng arh.. everytime liddat one siaz.. haha.. then really feel quite.. empty bah.. coz i'm nw lyk a human with 'no soul'.. lyk i'm only left with the 'shell'.. feel changed.. i'm not the one whom i used to be.. i've becm v much an introvert.. and i'm nt interested in anything anymore.. but i guess i'll be alrite in a while bah.. provided if there are no 'relapse' of this kind of lonely feelings.. hopefully.. if nt,i'll nv live my poly life happily..
wonder what will i become in the future..
posted by kiwi at 12:07 pm
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home